PS:

There was some strange grammar in last night's post, I guess we'll see more of that, like I meant to write "big and little" not "small and little", but whatever, I am a happily recovering perfectionist who woke up today with much more energy.

And I remembered more of things that I so, so appreciate for my list:

one of you gave me a gift card to IHOP which was perfect back when I loved eating; one of you sent me guided imagery cds to get me through surgery and treatment; one of you gave me all of your books on illness and healing including Bernie Siegal and Norman Cousins who inspire me beyond belief.

One of you gave me beautiful real wigs that fit me perfectly and look really great. One of you lent me her video ipod to take to chemo.

I think I'll remember more things later. The kids are happily at preschool now, I meant to take a picture of them before we left but I forgot so I'll describe them here:

George got a great haircut Sunday (Go Fred!) and looks like a little Beatle or Prince Valiant and his big brown eyes are smiling and he's wearing his favorite green Eagles t-shirt for the last time because he's just too tall for it. And Junie declared she is a princess, wearing Sydra's dress with fairy princesses on it that Carra dropped off last night, and her hair up in a "hair ribbon" which she let me do for the first time.

The house is quiet which I am relishing and even though my to-do list has maybe 10,000 things on it, I'm not going to actually do any of them, I'm just going to eat some fruit.